Hello there,
I like this picture because of the motion. To me it represents someone rushing into the void, not entirely sure where she's going but determined to avoid stagnation. You can check out more of Lazareva Valeria's photos here on Flickr. She's insanely talented to the point where it's annoying for us regular folks.
I chose this particular photo because I feel like it's a metaphor for my life. I either want to go to graduate school next year or I want to teach in France. There is also the possibility that an opportunity too good to pass up will happen in South Korea, like a University job or a Pizza Hut opening in my building. Basically I'm confused about what I want to do next and turning 24 has filled me with the dread that I will die of shame if I'm not doing something impressive and meaningful by the time I'm 25.
Going back to France would be the realization of a dream for me. It also doesn't pay well and would be another year of teaching, which isn't going to help me get an advising job when I go back to the US.
Going to graduate school is more practical and would be building towards a career but that might mean the end of living abroad...forever. Despite promises to my grandma otherwise, I'm not sure if I'm ready to give up this lifestyle just yet.
Forgive me for the melodramatic post. I guess most people feel this way from time to time except for a few of my friends on Facebook who appear to be livin' the dream (you know who you are and I'm shaking my fist at you!)
Sage advice on the matter would be appreciated. Thanks for reading and have a fabulous day!
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